Goodies Galore

Learning to focus less on dieting and more on overall health and wellness

Getting by with a little help….

Hey Everyone,

Wow, its been a long time. Can’t believe it’s actually freaking June. Where the hell does the time go? One year ago yesterday, I moved out of my place with Len and Ellie. (We broke up a few months before that but lived together till June.) Crazy to think how much has happened since that time. My life went from stable, consistent, and calm to wild and chaotic.

This pretty much sums it up.

My friends tell me that I should write a book because of the ridiculous experiences I’ve encountered since the breakup…  most of which are too inappropriate to disclose on this blog. Perhaps one day I’ll share. Despite the amazing and insane times, my mood continues to dip down into a funk at times. I never thought I’d still be going through periods of depression but I am. Last night my roommate and I established an action plan to get my ass in a better mental state.

Step 1: Be around people/animals/things that bring me joy. CHECK!

Look who’s staying for the weekend!

It’s a good thing she’s not covered in chocolate chips or I might just eat her up. I love this little rat.

Speaking of chocolate chips…

Step 2: STOP EATING MY FEELINGS!  I use food as a coping skill so it’s safe to say I’ve gained weight. It’s no surprise that baked goods are my go-to foods for comfort. (See below for the fat girl special.)

That right there is a triple chocolate brownie 

The reality is that sugar makes me feel like SHIT both physically and emotionally, which deepens the depression. Terrible cycle. So what’s a girl to do? JUST SAY NO to crack sugar. I have a dietary plan but I’m not going to share it until I’m confident in my ability to follow through.

Step 3: Talk to someone. 

I’m a therapist (How’d that happen???) so listening is more my strong suit. People talk to me about their struggles and I love it but it’s difficult for me to open up and be the talker. I’ve been isolating from friends and family which is very bad. (Here’s a tip: Don’t avoid family phone calls for weeks then randomly send a text to your dad stating “I kinda want to file bankruptcy then join the Peace Corps for two years. Thoughts? I’m serious.”  This won’t go over well.)

With a little push from a good friend, I booked a therapy appointment for myself.  (Do you guys remember when I went to Mimi? She was cool.) Therapy is a wonderful thing if you’re invested. Like many things in life, the more you put into it, the more you get out. I’ve been in and out of therapy since I was 16 years old (my parents thought I was an alcoholic; really I just got busted the 110 four times I went out drinking.) but I never really take it too seriously. This time around I’m going to try to be more open and honest. We’ll see how that goes.

STEP 4: WORKOUT.


Everyone knows that working out is AMAZING for both body and mind. Exercise has always been a form of medication for me. Running, in particular, has worked wonders for my mental state. Although I’ve been slacking in this department, the ball hasn’t dropped completely. Last week I ran alongside my good friend Ali, as she completed her first half marathon. I wasn’t signed up and I didn’t train, but I ran 11 miles with her for support. (I ate a block of cheese post race. Not good for the bowels.)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Some signs of depression include loss of interest and loss of motivation. It’s REALLY hard to get moving on some days (esp. today when it’s rainy and laying in bed sounds so much better) but ultimately I know that even the shortest bit of exercise will increase my mood.  Strapping on my sneaks is a MUST for me. Been thinking about signing up for a few races to keep the motivation flowing. We’ll see.

That pretty much sums up my action plan for now.

What did I forget? 

**I hope everyone is doing well! Happy Saturday.

 

June 2, 2012 - Posted by | dogs, eating disorder, Family, Fight the crack, Friends, fun, Marathon Training, running, therapy

10 Comments »

  1. YAY welcome back!! i’ve seriously missed you and your blog, it’s such a bright little sun spot in my life, you are hilarious and always are an uplifting read. I just started seeing a therapist too, i’m in recovery for disordered eating and am trying to lose weight, I can’t lose weight without going off the deep end, grrr.

    Comment by slysyndrome | June 2, 2012 | Reply

    • Britt, thanks again. Congrats on your recovery. That’s huge!! Did you ever come to Boston that time?

      Comment by lpskins | June 3, 2012 | Reply

  2. Glad you’re back! Your blog has always been one of my favorites. You’re so honest and also hilarious :) Plus have I ever mentioned how much I love your “rat”? Oh I’ve already told you that 25 times? My bad.

    Comment by Kelly | June 2, 2012 | Reply

    • Hey Kell! How are you? Thanks for stopping in. You can remind me how much you love rat anytime. Hope you’re well.

      Comment by lpskins | June 3, 2012 | Reply

  3. So glad to see your back!! Love your blog so much and the best part is its not always roses and sunshine very honest! Good Luck with the therapist take one day at a time!

    Comment by Kelli | June 3, 2012 | Reply

    • I was just looking at pics of you and your kids. You’re so beautiful!

      Comment by lpskins | June 3, 2012 | Reply

      • Aww thanks:)

        Comment by Kelli | June 3, 2012 | Reply

  4. Hello! I have checked periodically to see a new post…………………glad you’re back, but………more important, glad you are working on you! We all need too……………:)

    Your dog is soooo cute………………..

    I love the plan you’ve got in mind………………..you can do it!

    Comment by Amy | June 4, 2012 | Reply

    • AMY! I’ve missed you! :)

      Comment by lpskins | June 4, 2012 | Reply

  5. how did you run 11 miles without training? were you DYING???

    Comment by Anonymous | June 7, 2012 | Reply


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